No I am not losing my sleep. In fact, I sleep more than 8 hours everyday. I sleep before 12, wakes up after 8, and have a 1 hour afternoon nap everyday. I am not complaining, just that I don't usually waste my day sleeping off like that. But I really do not have the mood to travel too far away from my home. Watching movies, animes and drama series are really what I do now at home. Pathetic I know, but it is only temporary. I have requested to work on my fyp next week so hopefully that will keep busy for a while.

Every night before I sleep, I look out of the window and on the ceiling, on and off. I open my eyes and I closed them. I forgot how many times I did that before I fall asleep. Many a times, I hoped that whatever that had happen for the past one month was just a dream. But reality is harsh sometimes. You just have to learn how to cope with it.

The period at the hospital was the lowest in my life. Worse than BMT, or training in Brunei. It is the worst.

But I have since accepted the fact and I will be back to normal in a few more weeks I promise. For my family, friends and myself.

I realised that I have a lot of things I wanted to do.

Every day I wake up and I tell myself it is going to be better. How worse can it get than this?

Yes, my exam has officially ended yesterday. I have decided to take a few days off to just rest and recover. I am tired. I really need some time off to just relax.

I am feeling better as the days pass by. Will be going for a scan on the 18 Dec. I went down to the hospital yesterday and what they did was to fix up a date for the scan and another appointment with the doctor. The doctor says the blood clot usually disperses off in about 6 weeks. I have two more weeks to go.

It is really boring to stay at home nowadays. I have not been out other than to school for exam and hospital. For the past one month. Can you imagine that?

The main things I do at home now are study, sleep and eat.

I was measuring my waist the other day and to my horror it is a freaking 31 inches. To think that I was a svelte 28 back at my prime. I think I must have weigh at least 60kg now.

The only disappointing thing which I can't do now is exercise. I think I need another few weeks before I can really sweat. Oh man, I will be out of shape by then.

I am a patient person. This episode has taught me to be even more patient.

Maybe I am moving too fast in my life. God wants me to slow down and take a look around me, at the beautiful things, people and how to live life a better way.

It has been quite a while. I have decided to write a short entry here tonight. Just to let my friends know, I am feeling better. Went to school for two of my papers already. The last one is on Tuesday. I will be having my check up on that day as well. Hopefully everything will turn out fine. Will update you guys.

For those in exams, good luck to you. Hang in there. It will be over soon.

I can't wait to recover fully. There are so many things I wanna do. It is going to be a little different, I mean in the way I think I suppose. Life, so exciting yet unpredictable.

It has been ages since I last blogged. People who knew what happen should know that I have been hospitalised in TTSH for about a week. Now that I am back at home, I think I should at least update all about what actually happen.

It was Nov 3 Sat afternoon when I was at my tuition kid house giving tuition. I felt a sudden pain in my left face, which I thought was just a headache. I rested for a while but numbness set upon my left face. I quickly asked my student to call for the ambulance while I lie down on the sofa waiting.

Everything after that was a whirl. I was admitted to the ICU of TTSH where they did all the scan and testing. Up till now, they are still unsure of the cause. They found out that one of the blood vessel in my left brain leaked blood and left a clot there. Now, they just have to wait for the clot to disappear naturally and do a scan again this dec.

I am feeling much better now, less for a bit of numbness in my left face and left ear is a bit blocked with some ringing sound. It is quite irritating. I think I might have been lucky in some sense not to lose any functions of my body. I hope time will heal all wounds.

I am a bit slow in my typing now, so I won't be blogging till after my exam. Forgive me if I never reply in msn or sms.

Lastly, thanks to all my friends and relatives who came down to visit me and send their regards. Sorry I am too tired to name all of you here. You know who you are and I thank you for your well wishes.

Do not worry too much for me. I will be back soon... I promise. Until then, take care and see ya!

It would be a great day today if not for that incident. Fetch my bro's car in town from him because he is leaving for cruise. Then went to meet up with my parents in beach road. Scratch the side of the car causing a dent while parking in the multi story carpark. Sianz 1/2.

Other than that, the day was great. Went to study in amk mac. Then meet up with my family in town to walk a bit. My mum got a new dress for bro's ROM. Was a stunning 300 plus. Ate dinner in Happy Seafood Restaurant near Sembawang Shopping centre. Very wu lu place.

I can' write anymore.. too sianz already.