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In this sophisticated world, one often finds oneself in a struggle with power, fame, money, attention and many other unnecessary entities of life. I seek to find a simple life, uncomplicated yet meaningful. A lot more important elements of life are waiting to be discovered. Live your life to the fullest.

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Friday, November 30, 200710:59 pm
Insomia

No I am not losing my sleep. In fact, I sleep more than 8 hours everyday. I sleep before 12, wakes up after 8, and have a 1 hour afternoon nap everyday. I am not complaining, just that I don't usually waste my day sleeping off like that. But I really do not have the mood to travel too far away from my home. Watching movies, animes and drama series are really what I do now at home. Pathetic I know, but it is only temporary. I have requested to work on my fyp next week so hopefully that will keep busy for a while.

Every night before I sleep, I look out of the window and on the ceiling, on and off. I open my eyes and I closed them. I forgot how many times I did that before I fall asleep. Many a times, I hoped that whatever that had happen for the past one month was just a dream. But reality is harsh sometimes. You just have to learn how to cope with it.

The period at the hospital was the lowest in my life. Worse than BMT, or training in Brunei. It is the worst.

But I have since accepted the fact and I will be back to normal in a few more weeks I promise. For my family, friends and myself.

I realised that I have a lot of things I wanted to do.

Every day I wake up and I tell myself it is going to be better. How worse can it get than this?

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