Mad Mad Mad

I feel like blogging today. I know this is kind of rare because you seldom get to see a Monday post from me. Anyway, I am not mad or angry or anything. The title being because I want to talk about lots of tiny, little, trivial matters.. and I just borrow this slang from one of my friend.

Haha, so let me warn you first before you carry on reading. Sorry if you get bored half way through and cannot find the link among the paragraphs. I just write whatever it comes. Isn't that what an online diary is suppose to be?

First on the list, I am changing my hairstyle. I used to wear a centre parting when I was in my primary to JC years. Don't laugh. Yes I know it is damn ugly la. I cannot understand why I keep that hairstyle for so many years. Of course, next came army style. Won't talk much about it. Just remember 1 by 1, 2 by 1, 4 by 3 etc. Then I changed to something short and funky, courtesy of Terrence, my hairstylist. Think most of you should know if you have read one of my earlier post about him.

Anyway, all things started to change after that. Friends started saying: You look damn good la, Nice haircut, Yandao blah blah.

I am like, Hello? I am always that g*** looking ok!

Just because of a change of hairstyle, you guys suddenly realised that you have a gem among your many friends. Come on, you guys are working too hard in the post office (quote from trixie).

Never mind, I forgive you all, my dear friends. I am sure there will be people who appreciate me.

Back to the topic, I am in a transition now so I am similar to an unpolished gem.

I am going to change to a side parting!




Not as long as the above but a bit shorter now. Think some of you saw me today. Super unglamorous la. Pardon me for a few weeks please. Save your hurtful comments. I know. Sob sob.


Next, I have been thinking when I should close this blog.

I used to find writing diary a bothersome thing to do. Online blogging just makes it easier and more convenient. Like two years ago, I didn't even want to start one if not for Dawn who initiated it for me. I still keep that blog here. Just that I never update it anymore. I am just wondering if I should stop blogging once I start work. Who knows? We shall see.

Blogs are good way to keep yourself updated with friends, especially those who you will hardly get to meet up. But then again, those who you hardly get to see, you will not read their blogs that often as well. Nonetheless, at least there is a way for you to update yourself. So I am still going to carry on this at least for now.

I am guilty of deserting some of my friends' blog. I admit it. But in life, you make choices right. So I am thankful for those who still read my boring little sinful blog.

It is not sinful anyway. I keep my blog clean and sinless. Lol, but then again, I tend not to write about too personal stuffs because I am mindful that this is a public blog. Everyone can read it. I do not want to offend anyone or being to critical about them. See hy's blog you know liao.

Anyway, my eldest brother should be moving out in half a year's time or so. By right, I should be happy because it will mean more space in the house. But by left, this is not the case. We have 3 bedrooms. One is master room. One bedroom and one is study room. If he moves out, I am not going to get a room to myself because the study room is filled with tables designed according to the floor plan. It CANNOT be dismantled that easily. The easiest thing to do is to keep it the way it is. That translates to me just getting more clothes' space in the wardrobe. And I won't be able to drive the car anymore. And more importantly, I think my parents will be even more bored when there is one less person in the house.

I really wanna spend more time at home. I think and I will do just that.

A typical person spends about a quarter of his or her life studying. The next half working to make the ends meet. And the last quarter enjoying the fruits of the labour. Is that the life you want?

Certainly not me!

I know what I want in life, but I am not ambitious.
I want to feel the people around me, yet it is not easy to do so.
I hope to know my friends better, but it takes time and effort from both sides.
I want to communicate more with my family, but just think of when is the last time I really had a good talk with them?

It seems to me that the world has become colder. Or is it the people who resides in it?

I just became a Shark. Not a loan-shark, but in poker. Congrats. I made it.

When was the last time you feel down and someone message you to cheer up and look on the bright side of things? Haha, where got so zhun you might say.

How about this: If you are not feeling too happy about things the way they are now or you are feeling down with regards to something, troubled by certain matters etc.

Share them with someone, talk to them about it. It will feel better.

Share the problem, halves it.
Share the joy, doubles it.

Good night!